Baby crying on a Septa Train
and I’m too drunk
to take accurate notes
which is probably good
and I hope these beautiful children
get the chance to grow
and to fulfill their destiny
but I’m too fucking drunk
to play a real hand
and it’s my own fault
which I am remiss to admit
but ain’t this America
as fucking Mellencamp might suggest
something to see?
Well with apologies
I would scream out
against all odds
making sure everyone hears
What a fucking failure I am?
and no excuse will suffice
I’m the truest of whores
and nothing can negate that
It is my destiny indeed
This and no other
It’s just the reality
I have created for myself
9-23-00