And so it seems that life is
always dragging along
and
I wearily accept my fate
yet acceptance is something
that I do not understand
And hence begins the tale of
the Loner
They say it’s true I’m half man
and half poet
I wander the Earth as a madman
at large
and I scorn the world that
rejects me
pillages me
and makes
me suffer
and bleed
but there is also forgiveness
Yes, that appears to be a saintly
quality
Sainthood being something that
always eluded me
and possibly I don’t want it
The saints surround me at my table
but
only my muses ever speak to me’
They come to me and say
“Please listen
accept us
create us
nurture us
breathe life into us
make us real.”
and I sit and listen, not certain
I understand
I merely get up and decide
to take a walk
out in nature’s heavenly retreat
and I walk out to discover
the nippy December air
and wet grass
that dampens my shoes
I am disappointed but I walk
along
thru the tired morning
I am left with a dilemma
and so I decide that I must
overcome the current impasse
I set out without gun or knife
but feel certain of victory
Brutality does exist but I am
capable
of enduring
I watch pounding figures batter
each other
senseless
It doesn’t make sense and yet
I am enthralled by the spectacle
The interest develops and my
enthusiasm begins to show
thru the clouds
It give me courage to pull
myself on
I watch painted faces and masked men
as they don
costumes
to conceal identity
It becomes a mystery and I wonder
what it is they wish to hide
Perhaps shame over the brutality
of their ways
I feel like I am about to go down
in defeat
There is a sinking sensation as
I realize
that all men wear masks and paint
their faces
It seemed a parody of the brutality
of all men
Existential thoughts lit my nerves
as I enjoyed the show
There is an answer though it be
beyond me
I am certain still that one can
overcome
but for now I feel I am down
for the count
but yet I manage to kick out
before the referees hand
hits the mat
for the third time.