The first and only time
I ever went to
a porno movie house
was in Times Square
in New York City
It was after 3:00AM
and I didn’t have
enough money to drink
so I figured
I’d pass the time there
I get in
and the film shows
this pip squeaky little white guy
hitting on a tall shit brickhouse black chick
she pushes him away
and laughs him off
and he pleads with her
“Aw, come on, you do everyone else.”
And then she says okay
and then they’re fucking
up a storm
and I’m sitting there like
“Damn, even my fantasies
aren’t this pathetic.”
I didn’t know if
I was supposed to cry
or supposed to laugh
so I finished watching the scene
and left the theatre
I just shook my head
as the cold Manhattan air
struck my forehead
I rolled over to Bill’s Gyro
on 42nd Street
to grab a gyro
I wasn’t sure
about any of this
but the gyro was good
and it,
unlike the movie,
actually made sense