Getting high
for the first time
since the dog has
been put to sleep
is really weird
I feel his presence
each time
I walk into
a different room
and I keep expecting
to trip over him
or have him beg
to go outside
and as I feel
the buzz kicking in
I expect him
to throw that knowing look
a quick wink of the eye
to let me know
that everything was all right
well, maybe
it is all right
but I will need
some new reassurance
The knowing wink
of approval is gone
but I’m still here
and I need to carry on
2-18-98