I guess
I bother you
because
I’m an animal
that just might
have superior intellect
I’m like a subterranean version
of the Planet of the Apes;
the less civilized man
strumming on the strings
of a broken guitar
Distasteful habits;
peculiar mannerisms
It doesn’t matter to me
so why should it matter to you?
And this is really
a serious problem for some people
but I can do nothing
to help them out
I’m that savage aboriginal
they found in the outback
and with cuts and abrasions
and a glazed eye glance
to sift in your direction
I find the night pleasant
I soar with endless dreams
and I hide under a rock
rather than fight
an unnecessary battle
No one really needs
the anger and the hatred
and like the forest animal
I don’t understand
the burning down of trees
and the pollution
of the rivers and lakes
I don’t know how
to express my rage
I just want to survive
and live thru it all
Is that too much to ask?
I guess it is
since my voice
seems to carry in the wind
without ever being heard
like a dog barking
in the rain
I seek the shelter and warmth
of a good home
like a visionary leper
I wear my scars
with pride and skepticism
never fully taking
myself too seriously
I guess
I still hunger
for things I can’t have
In the end
I was truly human
Just one more human being
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