Riding shotgun warrior headed over
mountain range of bamboozled desire
shocked, shot at, electrocuted for
belief and faith in the intensity
and genius of present life
Desire questioned, denied, prohibited
by powers that be
“Repress the vision! Screen your eyes!”
but sight without vision is futile
as a trap without a mouse
it can accomplish nothing; lead nowhere
without the vision surely to die
There can be no light without the sun
which was snuffed out by an electrical
switch hooked up by pestilence
To overcome is the only goal
but to overcome what is the question
and that as yet we do not know
The pure night with stars and clouds
scattered about the sky and
a moon with a cynical Mona Lisa smile
chuckling beams of light upon us
to dampen the compassionate fires
of Aphrodite
Dust sprinkled over our scalps
in Holy Communion of dream and truth
seeking out new sights, new sounds’
new love, new passion, new dreams
persecuted; fed to the lions; shot full
of insolence and destitution—
but feeding off the madness to create
one’s own illusions and delusions
Oh, Captain Walt—madman of the soul
how many times must we cry
the crocodile tears of compassion?
Throw money to the homeless wretch
we see in our own mirror
Does it make any sense?
Or do we just pretend?
It’s a pity that we walk about with
Unscathed; unblemished skin and a soul
as rotted and stamking as 3 day old soup
Our blood soaks the skies forming
red rain drops fertilizing our Earth
and we do little but snivel and cry that
it just isn’t fair but then what is?
Hanging by a thread in the sky
and yes clinging to faith and love
Pornographic allusions and phallic symbols
conquering the legions
of radical religionists and eunuchs
They holler and yell and I don’t hear
a word the say
Deaf to the cries of falsehood—ignore
and seek out one’s own trail
Path untraveled? Perhaps,
Think again—renew the love of life
you had as a child—put on layaway
and never fully paid for
Regain and renew; rethink and relove
It’s all one can do—or so it’s said
To love another one must love oneself
but how to accomplish this?
Is narcissism self-love?
Or is it self hate wearing a clever disguise
to the costumed ball room dance
A song unsung—(such a drag = so contrived)
stuck in our throats—a mere word of hope
we can cling to; it doesn’t matter how
we do all these things
or whether or not they are real
but to try to create a new model
a new improved world; a kinder, gentler
nation (please!)
Says Lautreaumont, “Poetry must be written
by all.”
and with that in mind
the fire is fueled by passion in the quest
of spreading beauty, love, sound and life
All in all it’s still okay over African skies
and Asian fantasies—the Occident no longer
an only force unto itself
This seeker ravages the new light and distills
Hope into the victimized—will it work?
Or will it fail—sink like the Titanic?
It sems to boggle one’s imagination to think
of all the possibilities yes it is still
thought and pretended to be illusion
This inner glow is extinguished
a gentle flicker of a candle within
as a match is struck—passion relit
emerging from the depths and darkness
in a creature of monstrous proportions
tearing down existing modes of thought
Stamping out the chains of yesterday
pulling for freedom to take flight
but wings clipped and hung on a wall
for a souvenir
but what good can they do there?
Poetry in meter and rhyme and feet
Iambic centimeters assonance
and whatever other whatever
but what of the soul?
Only the madman is left to ask: to scream
out for a renewal; dripping his blood for
others to live
ripping out one’s eyes to see
Prometheus unbound; Icarus flown
too close to the sun yet
the dream remains a constant
always there like a flashing signal
guiding the ships safely home
Do you see yet?
One is thought—One does think
and in for the ride onward and backward
motion is continued regardless of any force
attempting to halt its kinesis
Accurate incisions are carefully
sliced as the lobotomy of the poet
leads to schizophrenia
Is it worth it? Some brave soul mutters
and everyone laughs—or course it is
Who cares about the soul? The sun?
The trees? The love? The hope? The dreams?
Who cares?
A caged animal is angry indeed—the madman
expectorates his venom carefully aimed
at the heart of the city
Aiming to chop it down into a broth of love
in its quintessence achieving a balance
delicate in nature; demanding in thought
A challenge set forth but none
brave enough to accept
seems indeed a hopeless crock that can
not be cured
a fraud unanswered and of it what shall rise?
The accused man condemned to a life sentence
of Freudian slips and Jungian archetypes
One must wonder why the muses nestle
in the soul and weigh it down until it bursts
emitting an explosion of light
and orchestrated words called poetry
but why?
Tubular echoes resound thru a hushed whisper
calling out over the mountains
and thru the words etc.
One does wonder but does one wander
take a single moment to wander carefree
and smell honeysuckle and soak up sunshine
Extend the invitation to the spirit
allow it to rise to the surface
and climb thru the skies
In a moment’s notice, it could be a dream
or just a passing thought that whistles by
like a runaway train leaving you breathless
but with nary a memory
It could last or be a single pleasure
remote from permanence
It seems a bit confusing but thru the chaos
shines a lucid light
“Pull up the anchor!” cries Captain Walt
It is now to end the state of stasis
and begin to move again and again and again
It is time to move, fly, walk, run,
ride, drive, swim, float
We’re off to see the wizard
who is called Prince Arthur
When we’ll get there no one knows but
the journey is a must; to the East; to the West;
to the North; to the South
we travel near and far; to and fro
Riding the waves singing carols
about love not hate and lies;
forgetting the forgeries and trying
to fork out a new path
and we are condemned by the society
pages that gave us greed, theft and
scandal
Shame is felt unnecessarily
and hence the dream is born
Many a flower blossoms unknown
says some other poet but the importance
is in the blossoming itself-
not the fame attached
and the searchers shall find that
those who question will come to answer
Oh, Captain Walt, jot down in
your notebook of life the secrets
to the simple joys, pleasures and loves.
Indeed, in these words come
the externalization of a soul
laid naked on the page for all to see
May 31, 1990
Commemorating Walt Whitman’s 171st birthday