Pain in my hip
desire in my heart
the paths
all obstructed
This is not my day
Apparently,
it is never
my day
that much
is known
all too well
I struggle with reality
and personal demons
and never
find solutions
Always, always
the other forces
find the ways
to knock me down
for the count
As such it gets
so that
I don’t care
can’t know
What it is
or was
is too far
beyond me