It is all illusion;
a grand dream
a fantasy we invoke
in our minds
the crystallized water;
the fiery rainbow
and the grandeur of moonbeams
in warm Spring air—
all illusion, all fantasy
I prick my finger
and bleed a little
my pain and blood flows freely
to stain the glass
of this fantasy world
but that is never enough
It’s all my vivid imagination
The boy that never grew up;
A wondrous dream unforsaken
Lush forests with tall trees
Glorious roses and begonias
Blooming in the field
Graceful gazelles and the ever
Magnificent coyote in the desert
It is all illusion
But no—no longer—
I make it real!
I shall not let pass
this glorious opportunity
the tourniquet is tight
in the stranglehold on my brain
but wither not do I
in the face of overwhelming odds
I shall stare the demons
right in the eye
and make them back down
all the passion of the sun
and oceans and rainforests
shall not be but a dream
I make it real!
I do not let die
The sacred realm of innocence
in this god forsaken rat hole
of a society
we have created for ourselves
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