I’m not
gonna write
a New Year’s Day poem
on New Year’s Eve
when all I can do
is feel my head
a throbbing
to the pulse of mead
and the still Viking night
is cold and rainy
and I make my peace
with the sinister fiends
who plot to suppress me;
the chanting druids
are dislodged in history
and I feel
delusions of grandeur
here in miserable weather
and the ever popular
creeping malaise
with the despair mounting
and the science of art
becoming more
and more understood
but
we still don’t grasp it
as the sand
slips through our fingers
and the time just
fades away’
into nothingness
but the washing waters
still break waves
over us
purifying what’s left
of our decaying souls
12-31-94