Thinking to myself
“Damn!
I could’ve slept with Donna”
and I probably could have
I used to work with her
and she was living
with this other guy
but then she broke up with him
and she was flirting a lot with me
And this woulda been perfect
I like to catch them
on the rebound
I can have sex a few times
and after they recover
from the past guy
they get bored of me and move on
and I move on, too,
and there’s no hard feelings
and this should have
been one of those situations
but it wasn’t
because I was interested
in another young lady
who ended up breaking my heart
and now I look back
and I’m thinking,
“What the Hell was I thinking?”
It’s hard to blow
a perfect situation
and not be too upset over it
so now I’m stuck here
alone
with thoughts
of a young lady
that I really should have
known a whole lot better
8-20-95