Out in the cold
barefoot;
a little damp
I am unprotected
and hesitant
I lied to you
I am afraid
Toes stepping on
wet blades of grass
fingers grasping
the drenched pines;
mistaking a street light
for the moon
I am unable
to achieve the desired
state of transcendence
lotus prayer effort
unfulfilling
I am still lost
out here
without my security blanket
I am unable
to procure my visions
in lucid form
I did lie to you
I really am afraid
of the night
I really afraid
of the wild
courage to fake
the first step
that is a laugh
I am too tepid
I can not even move
8-9-91
Meditation---no beer
Furthermore relatable comments when worthy...
You are brought to me with parallel pursuits, and loathing losses
of what we knowingly once thought might prevail as perfection.
peace, pot, tequila shot
Jesus loves us, stoned or not
meditate on an empty
meditate on an empty stomach--drink beer sparingly.