You can really only
tell the truth as you know it
and that can sometimes
be surprisingly limited
I have to fake
being acceptable
to gain admission
and don’t want them
to know about Saturday night’s concert
where many an indiscretion
has been known to occur
which can be intense
the mass density of weight
presents intriguing situations
it’s a pretty deep song
and it may out
some deranged chat on Nietzsche
to help ignite the fever
that once rambled so extreme
but back to Nietzsche
on many a cold Spring night
too early on to have a plan
and yet still naively hopeful
for things to work out
I caught on early
that existential reality
we all try to deny
in spite of publicized arrival
and thinking up new words
to describe the confusion
probably won’t help the matter
the hidden charms are buried
underneath a ton of motif
that doesn’t seem to embiggun
a single person
in spite the advance hype:
nothing ever seems to prevail
so I poke a pin in a Voodoo doll
bearing my own likeness
and hope to achieve
spiritual acupuncture
to cure this ailing soul
but it never works
as well as the ganja
though I be remiss to say
save the catcalls
of the angry mob
and I might get misty eyed
if I keep drifting back
in the years
to certain glory days gone
the far off glint
that fantasize and dreamed
and somehow managed
to stay alive
in the face of towering threat
but not to sing and dance
would be a crime
in some societies
but we kill most of them off
that does seem
to be our forte in the world
these days
and it is a crying shame
4-24-99