and now
I find myself alone
with pen searching
a melody to intone
with nothing left to prove
desperately on the move
traveling hillside farm
translating the thorough
humiliation
of one Vincent Van Gogh
My platoon wilderness
suffers indelible scars;
fjords jutting out
of open sea and land
under a star
and sloppy rhyme
out of time
may not be my forte
but I still strive
for that sense of import
and all the moments
of poems past are relived
and my contributions
to world literature
remain negligible
nutmeg melts my alertness
and the fog that lifted
is replaced by a hazy cloud
cast in violet brilliance
suddenly alarmed
by the pending midnight chime
that threatens to infect the soul
with dreary doldrums
I am struggling to keep the faith
in the face of whimsical malice
I am finding a greater power
when I pop on Mingus
and old sentiments are quizzical
as I look about the room
suddenly intently glaring
at a blank wall
with crusty cellophane tape
that once held up
a poster of Jimi Hendrix
from the heyday of rock
the beauty and splendor
of auburn fluid floating
seamlessly into night
the meaning elusive as ever;
jettison all useless knowledge
and unnecessary thought