But is it poetry?
That’s the question
sarcastic bitter
naïve uncertain
various adjectives and adverbs
brought to the surface
in token rhyme
or lack thereof
and some don’t acknowledge
the authenticity of the word
or the validity of the feeling
and it didn’t rhyme
so we couldn’t compare it
to Frost or Poe
and I didn’t take it up the ass
like Ginsberg or Whitman
don’t have a pussy like Dickenson
or getting much pussy like Brautigan
and my drug use is down
and I take naps before readings
the blood pressure went up
and I ain’t even shouting anymore
lethargic cough detracting
from the steady flow of words
don’t rap don’t sing
gotta get it down on paper
where it just might endure
but I ain’t saying the right lines
don’t wanna stay up past midnight
and the cursing falls by the wayside
saying no to tokes of hash
and feeling shame in listening
to Nancy’s advice 10 years after
and I’m starting to worry
about life and death
and the lines on my face
Oh, my mortality has
reared its ugly head
but I determine to transcend
regardless of consequence
and there’s always someone better
someone smarter
some with a way with the babes
and using the verse to score
and I’m left alone again
and trying to get the words
to fit together like
pieces of a jigsaw puzzle
but I never figured out Rubik’s Cube
or my way around the language
so I’m left trying to work
with inadequate arthritic hands
and a disposition not suitable
to survive in this cage
but I bide my time
and dream of Henry Miller’s life
I suppose the movies
have spoiled and soiled my sentiment
and raised all expectations
beyond realistic actualities
and I know the cynic’s barb
and skeptical onlookers
but it seems this fat ass
doesn’t prevent
the hand from picking up the pen
9-17-97