once in awhile
I do something stupid
like reveal
the Creeley influence
or the Patchen influence
or the Brautigan influence
or the W.C. Williams influence
It’s a dead giveaway
that I’ll give myself away
before the night is through
Am I really
that transparent?
It seems I am not
that adapt
at hiding things like that
or keeping secrets
for more than
a few days at a time
without getting too bored
and spilling the beans
and pissing off
someone or other
somewhere down the line