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Just Realizing
Just Realizing
realizing you are what I truly could have called my own
my finest eternal beauty, the presence full blown
quite a devastating connection gasping for a reason
intensified with hungry emotion, coasting every season
realizing tomorrow brought what today hides
a lesson of my confession of what true love provides
realizing it’s quite evident that what was and still is irrelevant
has replaced a fool in love with sheer intelligence
sounds a little premature but not losing a step
looking at past relationships in retrospect
realizing I know I won’t see a lot of things I now regret
I’m pushing life forward, making all mistakes correct
view this equation: if I subtract my material possession
adding carelessness…
realizing if our finances would divide, problems multiply….
Will you start second guessin?
If I cultivate your soil will you remain loyal?
And treat you as royal through all the turmoil
Just realizing the importance of all things true and solid
like turning over a new leaf or a quest for knowledge
realizing that I’m in love with your mind as well as the truth
The Book of Matthew: as all good or bad trees harvest
the fruits they produce
our truth close to reality, the existence celebrated
realizing heartbreak and rejection are closely related
the proof that was written in ink, going way past the margin
consumed in every breath I take, my point of view sharpened
realizing that I’m not where you are right now
spending time in my own company the best way I know how
I think there’s one more thing that I forgot
you’re always in my heart, whether you’re my woman or not
never tarnished, yet continuously falls current by the day
realizing that I will be with you someday………….
*places a rose upon the tombstone*
I love you.
R.I.P.
