as my travels unravel
through the shadows of my apparel
my lone strength cast no shadows
battling the inner demons at the bottom
of the barrel
shallow thoughts took over, now trying
to make choices
waiting for my problems to dissolve
within the realms of spiteful voices
in these crazy days I disperse these
traces of blood on the set
expands quicker than my dick when it's erect
hopes and fears have
been embedded for years
within the depths of these hands
revealed them to my people
when the drama hits the fan
no time to think, just blink
and react on my first move
no one to call out to
then I'm caught up in my own rules
stop, look and listen and throw down when you're ready
and hope not to fall, cuz no one moves unless you're steady
my dreams and nightmares
are meshed into one
then I walk in the door of madness
where it all begun
so tell me will it ever end
is the question that I'll pursue
until the future reveals it
or with no traces of a clue
starting over is the toughest medication to take
I'll ride it out, talk a lot of shit and keep the faith
understand that this is the life I live
I'll stay awake until my death and pass it on to my kids.....