i see images where tarty red toenails
wear your smile
10 cute portraits void of fetish intent
and wiggling within a physical landscape
like a dream about the glory days
of burlesque
i don't want to worry about your kidneys
you looked so comfortable
under a blanket quilted by another
your breath exhaled in semi-sleep
it has been so long since what is underneath
the facade of a woman has taken me
from one moment to another
like a foggy mountain road
i am so afraid that is the metaphor
for all my relationships
i want to believe in romance
to believe in the power of two people
swaying their hips in harmony
that your kiss dances in between my synapses
regardless if it can be defined by chemical reactions
if i need a definition i will ask for you to unexplain
how one gets into a situation where nothing is right
and everything that was, will never be
i am making a collage of words
writing down my random thoughts
and collecting them into
bunches of desire for you
let me stream through a mental checklist
of all my anxieties
there certainly seems to be a magic
and a sadness to defining thoughts
in a personal dialog of cliches
that needs a good translator
it is the difference between dinosaurs
and petroleum byproducts
please, only one subject a night to ad nauseam
when you left i was happy
but only if that is what you wanted
i never think enough about loneliness
to ever miss independence
i guess i am pretentious enough
to think the words will change
what will come between you and i
but the words never change and
it is the fluctuation of the meanings
that are so volatile
the value of your smile always increases
when you have taken it away
and sequestered it with the jury
i am so enamored in how your playfulness
is different from my playfulness
but we are both having fun on the monkey bars
it is the difference between
the tears and the tissue left on the table
i will paint your smile onto the head of a pin
and jump when the sharpness touches me
i ask you if you would like to kiss me
a blatant conversation involving your desire
that may or may not involve me
the bathroom windows are steam and
i don't know how to turn off the faucet
jeez, here i am in a long rambling poem
scratching out the thoughts on scrap paper
where i talk to you in first person
and you smile in a process of rapture
uncomfortable moments where
flirting slips away to calculation
a consequence when it is no longer fun, but an endeavor
regardless how desirable the end results are
trying to evoke the pseudo psychological power
in a game that is equal parts cat and mouse
i am really uncomfortable discussing
my romantic territory
prefering to paint your smile onto the laces of tap shoes
because it is a dance that can rhyme rhythm with music
i am filling a bank statement with images of grandeur
the implicit value of candies
can not be calculated in the nibble of your kiss
or detoured through a discussion of calories and positions
and now i am ending this knowing
you will take the path of least resistance
like a physical nuance that
dispatches your emotions
and flows downhill