i'm ready to shed a tear
but i'm not much of a cry baby
i always wanted a breakfast nook
because i thought it was something
natasha would say to boris
it seems like this is the kind of time that
you just dissipate and three years later say
hey, you know
one day in my life i was a role model
one 32nd scale
now i have a little table from a restaurant
sitting next to the window that
hello kitty looks out and you look in
in digital humor
i so don't know who i am
i'm rocky the flying squirrel
i'm boris the spider
crawling up your water spot
o
lullaby, lullaby
every once in a while i want
to write like william merricle
everyone once in a while i think of
making love like a lizard in the desert
slithering my tongue, licking off the dew
look rocky, nothing up my sleeve
the sun peeps in, in the morning and
separates through a crystal
into lavender colors, past the pathos
despite myself, i like my little house
my little computer room that my poems
come at you from
refracting like a prism
into your private orchid
i like listening to certain cds
over and over and over
there once was a time when
i wasn't writing you poems
once there was a time when
a million people knew my sappiness
and in toledo i was so much the poet
garlic and pepper filtered in the duplex on lodge street
sometimes there would be a beer and romance and
sometimes there was just me sitting behind a kaypro ii
i was so sexually confident
i wasn't the poet i thought i was
but i was confident
i'm another line into this poem, for you
i'm listening to a cd over and over and over
i want to make love like nobodies business
in the gossip aisle of the price chopper
but i'll settle for an innocent kiss
that is delivered by the post office
moo*la rouge
o, look at the ice cream cows
it is raining, maybe snowing later tonight
i guess i will see you on monday
it is so nice to know that monday will come
you are the adrenaline onion, spicing up my life
i am in love with this moment, though i can't explain why
i am spinning out another poem for you that certainly
doesn't explain why
i am enjoying soup at the beer drop inn
i send you messages in all the media
that crinkles the edges of your nose and
dance on the number lines of your laughter
tapping your tongue against the roof of your mouth
in a tango beat
i am shakespeare without a cause
o what a tango web we beat across
your sultry dance floor
the mailing list would be impressed
if there was still a mailing list
it's hard to believe i am not so confident
i can dangle a pretty phrase in front of you
most would hardly notice the threads
to your hello kitty puppet
come along with my ramble through
saturday night, the soup is recooking
because i forgot to put the garlic in pot
i am carving the edges your adrenaline onion
i am a few minutes away from the nightly busy signal
o natashia where art thou
have we gone too far
could we slip away to hotel capulet
o what a bit of poetry we have together
could i have a pink slip
or a trashy rhythm negligee
o what a wicked web of gossamer delight
let me slip on something more comfortable
i think i will try on your laughter
hey sport, how do i look
hey, just my size
i like when your brother tells me
he has no idea where you are
and when your mother talks
for 20 minutes before telling me
you are not there
i'm stuck in the eroticism of the 60s
spicing up the soup of the conversation
we just enjoyed, i can acknowledge that
natasha...natasha
what a lovely accent you have
once i wrote other poems
it was practice for now
everything is practise for now