she was

her stelettos beat like drums against the pavement at nights

as each car passes her eyes transforms the glaring lights

into erotic sensations of lustful dreams taking flight

watch her hips as it swaves

her lips transforms men into slaves

who crave to bathe in moistness that is her soul

shes always cold

watch her trembling toes curl  

as her back faces the world with eyes closed

she dreams of love

her dreams of love transforms

the screams of thugs

into the wispers of doves

wake up baby girl

this is the real world

where dreams dont come true

so do what you do best

unbuckle that dress

for these streets now belong to you

your a working girl now

and bills have to be paid                                

mouths have to be fed

someone has to be the slave

use your skin

your skin is all they see

use that skin before it gets too thin

give that skin to me

use you back use your knees

use your lips

use your tongue to taste the drips

use your hips

close your eyes

her crys echoes the pains of being alone

a victim of a single parent home

she tries to be that stone her kids can lean on

shes strong

life is a game thats she losing

but her kids gives her the strenth to carry on

shes use to the struggling life

she knoes what its like to have 5 children

2 boys 3 girls without ever being called a wife

shes begining to grow weak

you see as she strolls these concrete streets at nights

she fights the cumpulsions of walking up five flights

using the pavement

as a statment

that even with patience

shes takes a deep breath

she realizes that her death

would only continue a cycle of constant regrets

and the though of losing her only source of happinees

was not worth making that final step

so she walks these streets

she walks these streets using the cold concrete

as a symbol of constant rejection

the reflection a women forced to live ther lives

within these emty intersections

her heart has become num

no longer preoccupied with reach for that gun

her fears are fed with needles

that rutures her lungs

she feels at ease

the combination of sex and drugs

emotionally releases her

from a world that pushes and tugs on he skin

shes dying

internally shes trying to breath

but its to late to stops this diease

you see her children

her children have yet to be fed

They are starving

There growing thinner every day

Shes too high to notice anymore

Malnutrition is causing there teeth to decay

wheres mommy they would say

i would tell them mommy has work today

then i felt that shock

the echeos of gun shots

rigng loudly on these lonely blocks

screams

lights

she was never coming back

you see as she walks these concrete streets at nights

she was constantly be watched

by eyes that saw her thighs

as cries that needed to be trapped

i could hear the echoes for days

i could see the tears falling from her face

i could taste her last breath

i could smell the lead

i could hear the shouts

i could hear what they said

prostitute found dead in the park

with two close range shots to the head

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