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Opened Eyes
Blinded were my eyes to things i could not see.
You opened the to a world I did not know.
You opened them again,
and showed me how cruel and empty it is.
For I tired to run away from this,
ran back to you, i did.
To find you weren't there.
Lost I am in this new world.
Scared and frightened I don't know what to do.
I looked for you,
cried out your name.
You did not return.
Curled in a ball,
crying,
closing myself to this world.
I need you love.
I cannot make it on my own.
I'm not as string as I use to be,
opened to you I have.
For you were the one for sure.
I prey you come back.
Lost and confused you left me.
My nightmares came true.
You said this would never happen.
Promising me that you'll be here.
Now I'm alone, looking for you.
To escape this nightmare,
the pain is to unbearable.
I'm starting to bleed from old wounds
I thought was gone.
To much pain I don't know what to do.
Keeping my promise to you,
I shall never harm myself,
finding a new way to deal with the pain.
But this pain grows more painful every second.
To breathe gets harder and harder.
The pain choking me.
Every breath I take,
I wish I were dead.
Prey this feeling will end,
but when I do not know.
