I thirst for a fever to fuel the lantern of hope that surges through my soul. I salivate! Lick my chops to moisten lips. The assassin’s touch has nestled on my soul beckoning me to wander to drift through the sterling fields of solitude. I move on certain to find a key to paradise.
Only to unlock a door leading to chaos. Saunter through the smoke thick with night. I force myself entering through darks stares. I pass into anarchy quite aware yet not seeing the passport through to eternity.
I falter. I can not walk!
I collapse on the barb-wired pestilence that pierces my exposed naked heart. The wines of Paradise flow over my wounds. They sting with bitterness; reek of false morality.
I crawl! I am spit upon by madmen. Lucifer stood over me; snake tongue slithering towards me. I struggle; rise desperately; pull free from the melancholy. Oh, Jah! Why? I scream? Why? Why? Why? WHY?
I always wonder. Camouflage fancies puddle my delight and fire into ecstasy. I pass through darkness to sip of wine of paradise. Called a sinner; a pagan. I scoff at labels. Perhaps I am. Who’s to say? An opinion rendered from every side. No use denying. The accuser will stand before me. He may accuse and look me in the eye. Just scream heathen in my face.
Liar, I whisper unable to muster the strength for full voice. Liar! You can not be true!
Of course not. The prosecutor stands over me. I but smile; feeling somber. There’s no use for fear. Cowardice is a waste of time. I must extend; expand; move beyond this domain. I stagger along the path; reaching; looking; searching for the rainbow leading to the other side.