Feeling blue thru the recurring notion of time sliding into continuum. Gotta figger how to get out of this rut but I feeling like a rag doll tossed about; a puppet on a string. The Bland Machine is pulling the strings of my lifeline. The factory beckons me like a leper beseeching a saint. A fool I am, I respond and move closer and feel the claws sink through my flesh. Bloody, I yet vow to continue. Silhouette figures of hope dance thru the clouds. I watch them flutter to flamenco skipping over the hurdles. I gallop and trot along the path; a determined man. To the black fluorescent lights, I leave only a gold watch. “Be Gone!” they threaten. I just laugh knowing that they’ll be pissed off. Token gestures of encouragement; snicker behind my back; realizing that the weight must fall upon my own shoulders. I walk out in the rain and feel the drops beat upon my brow. In Dylanesque fashion, I hop-scotch across two states and wonder where the Hell I am going. Or is it Hell I’m going to? Ditto duplicates of compensation with insurance company. I just say “fuck it all then; we’ll start this whole damn thing all over again.” This time we’re building it all from scratch.