Someone suggested
there was a gentle canary
singing sweetly in my soul
but it was buried beneath
all the chaos & debris;
that it was drown
in a mix of booze & madness
anxiously trying to be heard
but beaten down
by the surface intensity
and they claim I care
more than I really do—
well sometimes I do,
but it’s all out of hand
and I can’t help but feel
it’s somewhat overrated
I’ll just pass myself
another round of java
and maniacally run
thru the gauntlet
there’s always other feelings
& other visions
of these vanquished times
that go on too long
the drum beat is calling
there is no melody humming
along to the darkness
It gets to be
a bit too much at times
but I’ve learned
never to listen to the pundits.