hearing a match
being struck in another room
and I don’t know what to think
filling in on all
that petty Zen stuff
you once got into back
when you was young
and now you no longer ponder
the deeper meanings of life
you just accept the sunset
for what it is
and as curtains are drawn
and all the stars
take their final bow
before the crowd
now it’s just a matter of survival;
a means of staying alive
to try to poeticize another day
you wanna be
kind to strangers
cause you know one day’
you could be the stranger
and the Zen shit
is starting to get deeper
and you seek the Buddha
lurking deep within
you know the rules
and you’re down to basics
but I can’t help myself
let alone anyone else
and all my money
goes thru the exhaust
and my patience is beginning
to wear as thin as my hair
the candle is lit
and the lights turned off
and fluent music flows in air
I’ve earned another check
to get by another week
and there really is
no grand picture to see.
It’s all old hat when you try
to save the world
and save the whales, seals
& miscellaneous other creatures
I suppose some
of this shit can be relevant
in the grand scheme of things
and I’ll keep my senses alert
cause I know it will be
really intense when it hits.