You never let go
of the lilacs
or the fixation on phone calls
which just became worse
with the cell phone
and the upwardly mobile reach
and all your obsessions
were generally construed
as self pity
at least as far as I was concerned.
The world had the audacity
not to change
to meet your whims halfway
and you frowned and sobbed
and I felt bad
but also a little smug
in my notion of victory.
I can’t help but chuckle
as I trim the rosebush
and enjoy honeysuckle
tepidly overturning dead skunk
in this midsummer air.
I think of how you
didn’t follow your heart
but then neither did I—
but at least one us
has greatly enjoyed the beauty
of the lilacs in full bloom.