Drifting alone and depressed,
In the sea of life.
So tired of this life,
Holding misery and unhappiness.
Wishing to be dead,
Yet knowing the need to go on.
Knowing loved ones would miss me,
Yet would love to live elsewhere.
To die would be easy,
But would eliminate all chances,
To watch my family grow.
Reasons For Living
Less painful than dyng, may not get into Heaven, want to see grandson's kids (real optimism), want to finish a few more books, haven't paid for creamation yet, I am the best grandson watcher in the world...watching the family grow is the finest of all replies - honest write, live to create; that's why God put us here to think it up and make it! ~
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