Crisis of a Perfect Storm

Red hair, grey eyes
perpetual link to a likely disguise.
Cynical thoughts and emotional gain
manipulate hearts and emotional pain.

Music of seemingly perfect embrace
smile of seemingly immovable grace
Hiding a skeptic without a just cause
passionate kisses despite all her flaws.

Tip toe around on an ocean of pins
Never face up to an ocean of sins
Tying a knot on a string of lies
Perpetual link to a likely disguise.

Hoping and playing and
endlessly praying to the
silk on the carpet that's endlessly fraying, and
life on a raft that is endlessly swaying cause
no one can hear what she's endlessly saying.

Stop calling me pretty
Stop calling me perfect
Stop calling my smile the light in the sun.

Stop calling my passion for things all around me
an asset to hold, and to always let free
Stop asking me questions
I'm spitting out answers
Stop looking at me like I'm one of the dancers
Stop saying I'm great, and I hold it together,
My heart isn't really as light as a feather.
Stop making me scream, I don't want all this friction
I'm not just an actress in all of this fiction

My heart isn't in it, my answers are few
Maybe that's why I'm the one that flew.
I'm running in circles, and just need a rest
Why do I have to be part of your test?

Optimist, yes, but the water gets warm
Maybe there's light at the end of this storm.
My silence, an effort to give all the space
For one day the reason for the smile on my face.

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SSmoothie's picture

Unrequited true love...?

Unrequited true love...? Great write! Cheers SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

FreeBird's picture

An explanation...

precisely. from both myself...and another. Thank you!

battlepink's picture

I'm drawn to your

I'm drawn to your work....write more!

FreeBird's picture

Thank you guys! Had a moment

Thank you guys! Had a moment of loathing. Usually I spit out things like this at the world :) But I appreciate the feedback!

ashes_theartofburning's picture

UGH!

So many reads, and no comments..
I know why now...Speechless

Simply impressive.


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

Imprinted-soul's picture

Beautiful read!! Keep it up,

Beautiful read!! Keep it up, I cant wait to see more:):)

ashes_theartofburning's picture

Yay!

I'm not alone!
Someone agrees!
haha. <3


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo