I love so deeply and I give chances
Extremely shy . I steal the glances
I care and support, righteously I fought
I was so brave.. or so I thought
A moment of weakness, tinged with despair
To flee? To fight? Do I not dare?
My heart was shattered, my pride destroyed
My feelings have surfaced , my mind exposed
I am so kind, my heart is golden
The thief in them, my peace have stolen
My longing is weakness, tinged with nightmares
To flee? To chase? What I can’t repair?
I’m Brutally honest, I know so well..
“pogative”, “sappy” and “swean” as hell
I am the opposites,
I am the virtue, I am the sins
I am the silence and my quite is raucousness
My noise is pleasure and my whispers are pins
Inside my chest I hear the pounding
My soul has left, my brain is groaning
My feelings are weakness, I must foreswear
It’s time to flee, i don’t want to care!
My Abandoned hope Is no more there..
no power to fix me…
And as they say…
Life’s just not fair!