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Lay where they may (Memories)
Memories
lay where they may
I can't deny
I think about it everyday
It just doesn't make sense
It makes me want to build a fence
I hate feeling closed in
it feels like a sin
I was an open book
living fun loving and free
I just want me back
but I don't know how
to get there?
It feels like I lost my keys
I wonder if I have a spare?
If I had it my way
I would get back
to the way I was
I want my life before
I relied on what he does
no contact seems to be helping
but it doesn't take the pain away
it all depends on the day
I hate you for that
and I wish it were different
but I got to let it out
you gotta be specific
it's all part of the process
cause I need to be strong
I want to recover
even if it is wrong
Father forgive me
cause I know I'm doing my best
just gotta trust you got me
I will rest in you
cause I know you are not through with me
but this doesn't come without a price
and even though you excuse me
everything has a fee
roll the dice
the meaning suffice.
