I've seen an enigma - a terrible blackness sleeping inside of me.
Seeping out of me.
Let me pass softly - delicately.
Slumbering instinctively and
Primitively.
Give me peace,
This God that I have made up,
Inside of my head - get out of me.
The words come falling out of me,
One by one,
Eternal breathlessness
Causing pain to me.
But I will not show weakness around you,
For you are too real.
I stumble over realizations and epiphanies
And expressions that get lost inside of me.
Just let me breathe.