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From a Moth to a Butterfly
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2006 So far in are the scars upon my soul
The cuts are now too deep to nourish
None shall heal or pass this blinding light
That I protect myself behind
I'm turning my back against the world I love
Even when I don't even realize it
Sometimes I feel so fake and I feel like
I
Don't
Deserve
You...
Now my mind swirls with reflections of hurt
Of pain, so much pain that I cannot
Recognize...
I'm so confused, so hurt, so wrong
So I destroy my beauty
Become something impenetrable
Something
I
Am
Not...
So why am I crying without shedding tears?
You will never understand
How I hurt
How I feel
How I love...
If I could I would will myself away from this reality
This one that is so...
Unreal...
But something prevents me from fading
From drowning in my sadness
It is you...
So much I do not deserve
So much that I must go through
Being eaten alive from the inside
By my own misfortune
Please, even when I say I am alone...
Promise me you'll always be by my side...
Don't
Ever
Leave me...
I like it, though it is really sad.
Being eaten alive from the inside. Brilliant.
This makes me feel like I'm reading someone's thoughts when I read it, simply because it's so emotional and personal. I really like this one. It's sad.