I'm still left here empty handed... Nothing but a dream of you
Passing clouds and hour glasses, wishing what I saw was true
And just to pass away the time I tried to glue my heart
Not ripped, or torn, just separated... Pieces far apart.
And now I save this smile for you, I will away the tears
Of all the happiness we shared throughout the past four years
No need to be afraid of death, accept it, make it well
For all the memories we had and all the secrets we tell
I loved you enough to let you go, to let you leave my side
To break apart my empty world with shadows left to hide
Behind my eyes this life seems empty, abused and broken again
I never thought my heart could take your resting, final end
And as I walk this eternal path of hollow, forgotten lies
I'm terrified and hide behind a mask of spirit's cries
Of good and evil, life and death and more advances to come
I realize it was you I loved, you... The only one.
So as I live my life at ease just waiting for my time
I watch the clock-hands tick away my flaking, inner crime
And I feel myself slip away from all of those I know
Feeling myself go lifeless again, not letting my emotion's show
I hope they can forgive me for the pain I'm going through
Of silent, colourless dreams of fantasies and you
But people never understand for they are full of greed
Self obsessions, belligerence... Eyes that cannot see
So as I lie I dream of you in hopes of eternal sleep
I wish not to face the day as my eyelids start to creep
And tears begin to swell my eyes, your reflection fading through
Of being within your warm, safe arms... Spending forever with you.