This day I throw away the things that make me happy
With my heart engraved upon my wrist, I die
Alone and influenced by a world full of pain
I'm lost without you, nothing without you
Its because I'm not pretty enough, not smart enough
I wish this ice-cold heart could be forgiven
But I guess thats not an option to this outer shell
These eyes only seek protection, but never come across
I regret, I don't wanna fight myself anymore
My inner beliefs want to fly on wings of hope
To a better world, somewhere far away from you
Because I'm tired of crying, shedding these tears for you
Only because you love to see me cry, is it?
I guess I deserve it, for hurting you this way
For hurting everyone this way...
Why must I do things I regret?
Disappearance from this world, thats what I deserve...
And with the blade that he took from my hands
I slit my throat
For you, my love... Can this sacrifice of blood cleanse your soul?
Does it make you happy to see me in pain?
Don't speak...
For it'll be too late before your first words are said...
Sad. But you know, sometimes you have to think about what YOU need, and not what the people around you need. I'm glad that you did that.