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why bother
If I stay like this I really hope not to be around a whole lot longer. My strength as a kid failed to get stronger. So many have called me ninja but im filled with dishonor. I failed myself, lost myself and feel im going under. Is there really anyway for me to recover cause it's killing me to suffer. How the hell will I handle losing my brother. Can I crawl out this gutter somehow get smarter or be graced with the feeling of becoming a father. But definitely impossible if I can't find my child's mother. Although i have no confidence or self worth so why even bother. Wish I could see some light to better my life instead it just gets darker.
