Cant Let go
November 4th 2005
It's been five days since you've held me in your embrace,
I miss the way you would kiss me and make my heart race,
I look in your eye's, my heart drops because the look isn't the same,
Once again I've lost at loves painful game,
At night I stare off into the distance as tears stream down my cheeks,
Roll over, look at the empty spot beside me and my body grows weak,
Sleepless nights, lonely tiring days,
Trying to find words to rewined time and reunited our love but I'm at lost of what to say,
Memories of laughing, giggling, looking in your eye's, holding your hand,
Urging to grab you by your waist, pull you close, look you straight in your eye's, Tell you I love you. and lay a sweet passionate kiss upon your lips, but those actions seem banned,
I miss the way we used to cuddle and so much was said in those moment without a word being spoken,
But now I sit alone wanting you back to mend my heart that’s been broken,
Your initials glow a strawberry pink,
Realizing it's completely over in my own tears I sink,
I remember the first time you looked at me and gave me a sweet unforgettable "high",
I remember the lonely night you gave me that cold good-bye,
I'm sitting in the same chair for days listening to love songs hoping for the hopeless,
Can't help crying screaming feeling worthless,
Can't you tell that I need you, that I'm lost without you?
I want you back but that’s just a fantasy never to come true,
Your the one I'm always going to love,
You the one I can't let go of....