Surrounded

Surrounded By choiced not of my own,

Voices shouting "You've become distant and cold,"

Wearing cuts and scars that reveal my pain,

Surrounded by words screaming "You have nothing to gain,"

Tugged one way to be with a man,

Pulling away fighting "except me for who I am,"

Surrounded by ones who don't understand,

Stop telling me everything will be ok,

You dont live this life day to day,

You dont cry at night to fall asleep,

Hardly having the will to live throught the week,

Surrounded be everyone but no one gives me a thought,

Alone..... I wont the bettles I fought,

Surrounded by feelings I cant sort through,

Wondering if I'm ment to be with you,

Confused on everything dont know what to do,

Surrounded by a life I hate,

When I die I cant wait,

Dont know nor do I care my fate,

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june 26th 2005

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