So close to death
dazed and dizzy,
seeing black and red,
feeling the warm liquid stream down my hand,
mind going blank,
now no chance to change fate,
finally cleaded my slate,
no more worries about the future,
dont care about the past any more,
it doesnt matter now,
body going weak,
every one says my life was at its peak,
but it was only going down hill,
i should have took one more pill,
maybe this wouldnt hurt,
i shoulddnt be able to fel this,
it seems im moving,
great to the hospitle,
maybe its better this way....to live,
no my life is only hell
i was so close to my dream