He mixes his paints
There in his room
Portrays a feeling
of magnolias in bloom
A moment wanting,
Another not.
An anguished heart,
Completely distrought
A single thought
interrupts my day
Not ever knowing
what to say
Scattered emotions
Around in my head
thoughts of dying
but leaving instead
She just holds on
day after day
in hopes of departing
One day in May.