I used to think of myself as a blue bird
Constructing a nest with a partner for life
Eating fruits and collecting spiders
perching, pouncing, swooping, watching
Raising my young in a nice comfortable yard
Then my partner decided to osculate with two others
Right before my eyes
This moment seared my heart, made me sick
leaving me profoundly hurt and numb
leaving me insecure
Leaving me with feelings I hadn't felt since the break up of my first love when I was still a teen
Now, I'd like to be a Tasmanian devil
live in solitude, be fast, endure, eat with other devils and defecate in a communal location,
Like down his throat!