I am the one who loved him most.
I am the one who kept him good.
I am the one who stepped away.
I am the one who didn't say stop.
I am the one who heard the rumors.
I am the one who held it in.
I am the one who defended his name.
I am the one who wasn't told about the drugs.
But I'm the one who found out anyway.
I am the one who was betrayed by my own family.