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They tell me to die

I feel them inside

they are watching me

and talking to me quietly

then they start screaming

then they start chanting

I don't know what to do

do you hear them too?

I cover my ears

but I still hear

evry word, every scream

how I wish this was a dream

but here I am wide awake

trying so hard to escape

why won't they go away?

I can hardly make it through the day

they are killing me inside

and I have nowhere to hide

the voices lay inside me

taking over my whole body

my head feels like it is going to explode

I am carrying such a heavy load

I try to give it over to God above

I try to feel his deep love

but all I feel is empty

what the hell is wrong with me?

why won't the voices leave me alone?

I am worn to the bone

I am barely holding on

where are you God?

I know you're hear

but I am trapped in fear

please save me and take my hand

and please steady me and help me stand

i am desperate for you

i no longer know waht to do

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Please make them stop!!!!!

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