They tell me to die
I feel them inside
they are watching me
and talking to me quietly
then they start screaming
then they start chanting
I don't know what to do
do you hear them too?
I cover my ears
but I still hear
evry word, every scream
how I wish this was a dream
but here I am wide awake
trying so hard to escape
why won't they go away?
I can hardly make it through the day
they are killing me inside
and I have nowhere to hide
the voices lay inside me
taking over my whole body
my head feels like it is going to explode
I am carrying such a heavy load
I try to give it over to God above
I try to feel his deep love
but all I feel is empty
what the hell is wrong with me?
why won't the voices leave me alone?
I am worn to the bone
I am barely holding on
where are you God?
I know you're hear
but I am trapped in fear
please save me and take my hand
and please steady me and help me stand
i am desperate for you
i no longer know waht to do