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wearing a fake smile on my face again

living a life where I have to pretend

you think you know the real me but you don't

you say you will accept me but you won't

you lied to me just like you did before

talking about me behind my back once more

I have to live a lie or else all people see

are all the things that they think I should be



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I am so sick of being judged by them

the betrayals that come from a so called friend

and everyone thinks I do it for attention

even though they've never been where I am

and I am so sick of smiling when I'm dying

acting happy each day I keep on lying

I whispered "Help me"

then I said "Help me"

then I yelled "Help me"

then I screamed "Help me"

but it was a mistake to show who I am

because they just think I want attention



I thought I could trust them with my soul

but my feelings they all eventually stoled

they took advanatge of my weaknesses inside

and the only way to win is to take my pain and hide

cause they don't even try to understand at all

and they don't even try to catch me when I fall

and I have found that I would rather die

then to go another day holding the pain inside

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voices in my head every single day

and no matter what I do they won't go away

paranoia has taken over me once again

and I am so scared of where I am

my thoughts are jumbled, I can't think straight

the voices within me are filled with hate

and I have found that I would rather die

then to go another day holding the pain inside

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