I want to cry
I want to scream
are things as bad
as they seem?
I tripped over darkness
and fell into it's embrace
and now I hardly know myself
I hardly recognize my face
I hide myself in my room
isolating myself from society
keeping myself at a distance
so they don't know me
Hearing voices in my head
voices no one else can hear
and like snow covers the ground
I am covered by this fear
people see that I am afraid
but they do not ask if I am okay
they see that there is something wrong
but they ignore it and just walk away
and when I started to bleed
they closed their eyes
cause they didn't want to know
about the pain I felt inside
everyone thinks I am the coward
but how can they say that is true
when they are the ones who ignore
the suffering I am going through
and when I finally break
no one will remember my name
they won't think of me
until the day they know my pain
maybe one day someone will look back
and wished they could have saved me
but it's too late to help me now
cause I am no longer going to breathe