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Obsessing my life away
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2005 maybe all this time I was wrong
maybe I was like this all along
obsessing my life away to nothing
the pain it's caused me is cunning
I guess it's time to make a confession
I am living inside one big obsession
maybe those weren't voices in my head
making me feel like I should be dead
maybe they were intrusive thoughts invading
filling my mind as my happiness was fading
compulsive habits I had never noticed before
they are disrupting my life thats for sure
obsessive thoughts and worries fill my mind
how I wish I could leave these obsessions behind
but they won't go away no matter how hard I try
they make it seem like it would be better to die
I obsess about bad things happening in my life
it tears me open, cuts through me like a knife
so maybe this is what the problem is after all
perhaps this is the cause of my every single fall
what torchures me and torments me every single day
it's what turns my sky from blue to a very dark grey
will someone free me from these obsessions somehow
make these compulsions stop causing me distress now
cause the repitition day after day drives me insane
the thought after thought torments me in my brain
my mind is like a broken record that cannot be repaired
my thoughts are like deep secrets that cannot be shared
I obsess and obsess it won't stop it won't go away
I want free from my obsessive compulsive thoughts today
