To Seize The Moment

I’d like to say that I can seize the moment,
That I can force something amazing
From the mundane. Yes, no, yes, yes, no,
Yes I can. No I can’t. Damn.
Lost it. Heh.

Hah! Gotcha, little bastard. No.
Lost it. I can’t think of a song for
Karaoke, and in fact
I feel
Paralysed
To my seat
And I don’t know when to hold this girl’s hand
Or to lead her across the dancefloor
Or to kiss…

Am unsure how far to go,
How to inform my tiny world.
Am uncertain how to be certain,
Am undecided how to decide,
Am unconfident as to how to proceed,
And am paralysed
To my seat.

Perhaps a dose, a remedy,
Something to make me feel less me
And more the me I could never be;
As long as you see
What I want you to see,
It doesn’t really matter to me.

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