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I wake up and look round
I am laying on the floor
My head hurts...
There's glass every where and something that looks like wool
My heart aches
My soul feels like it has died

I wonder why the glass is red
I panic...
Am I bleeding?
Am I wounded?
Of course I am... How I could I suffer 3 and half years of that and come out unscathed?

I get up slowly
Checking myself as I go
I realise that I have had a very lucky escape, even though right now I don't feel like that
All I want to do right now is lay here and die
It just hurts so much
 

I feel done in...
Mentally
Emotianally
Physically
Sexually
Finacially
I just can't move
I know I have to, but I feel lost.
Which direction do I head off into

After the shock passes and I realise what has happened
Slowly I place one foot in front of the other and finally, slowly I move forward another foot goes forward and again.
I slowly trudge onwards, head down.

I finally look at the glass shards properly in the cold harsh light I notice that all of the glass is reddish in colour
It's tinted

I finally see the box you had me in, caged like an animal the wool that has been lifted from my eyes it hurts to see the cold harsh light of day but that light is somehow healing...

I start to walk at a more normal pace and notice I am wearing a cloak, I still haven't had the strength to look up yet.
I shrug off the cloak that was placed around me, yet I don't remember when this was put here as it decends to the floor I realise it was a cloak of deception woven from lies.

Anger and frustration fills me as I realise how stupid I was to be taken in, I didn't know...

I look up slowly and begin to look around me and I take in all the damage, the hurt, the destruction, the lies, the deceit. 

I stand here and look at myself and see this person that looks like me but isn't me, this is the person you made me become, this broken shell of a person.

You walked away and left me after I found out the truth, you couldn't cope with the warfare.
You gave me the ammunition and I just fired it at you, you tried to dodge and deflect the bullets, you tried to look unphased and unflustered but I know the truth hurts and it ripped through you, you couldn't deny the truth and that's why you ran.

You fired back and hit me with your words but after the grenade you knew you weren't safe, you knew you couldn't stay.
You tried blackmail, you tried bullying, you tried threats but non of that made me leave my base.

You say that I have issues but you have wounds that have never healed becasue you never stop to treat them you just keep fighting, you think you are so gallant but I see you now for who you really are.

You think you are the knight but I know that you're the monster, you disguse yourself with your chameleonic ways, but you can't hide from me now, I see you for the monster you truely are.
I see your soul is black and now see all that you lack.

You are childish
Cowardly
Taking
Uncaring
Ungiving
Immature
Rude
Decietful
Lying
Twisted
Sick
And this list goes on...

Now that the glass box has shattered and I now know you for who you really are, there is no where you can hide.
I have proof of what I say so if you fight me some other day, I am ready

Hear what I say
I will let the battle cry out and I will take you down
For now I hold the power
And that will be what takes you down