No point in crying

I hear what your saying

Why don't you just leave

Why can't this just get back

To just you and me

You say i'm unsupportive

You say I'm lazy

You say i do nothing



Just then another one leaves

You've already gone

Don't have much of a choice

Just gotta stay strong



Take them to the outside

Lay them in the ground

Burying the dead

I feel the past goes with them

I'm not crying

I'm staying strong

I don't have a choice

Just gotta move on



Can't run from the past

It only follows

Trying to break habits

Know that I'm wrong

But the road is so long



I'm letting go of many things

I'm learning how to go

But I suppose to you this process is just tooooooo slow



Letting go

Far too slow

I'm still learning how to grow

I guess this is something that you don't know



You haven't really spoken

You've bottled it inside

At the last possible minute you let it all collide



What your saying hits me like bullets

My armour gone

I go down wounded

Bare and naked on the ground

You just leave without a sound

The rain begins

The stroms a raging

The sea is churning

Should I make that leap

Your words are burning

It's really deep



I lay there and die

Why should I try?



From somewhere there's a spark

From deep within the dark

It calls like lark

Leads to me the reality

Which looks pretty stark



I know that I'm wrong

But you still bark!

Wont stop being harsh

leaving me in the marsh

Driving away

Feeling a bit gay



Assuming the worst

The ring comes off

You don't even discuss it

You just unload and leave

Go without a word



Leaving me hanging

My head is still banging

It's up in the air

You seem without care

To try or not, do I dare

Is all I'll get an evil stare



Will this rocky road smooth out

Or is it time to leave

I think I feel the need to greive



But what's the point

Tears wont change the facts

Stressed out to the max

No tears fall though

It seems totally inane

Looking for another way to get a handle on the pain.

Blood wont solve it

Tears wont either

I'm just going to sit back and be a believer

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I guess sometimes the worst thing someone can do is bottle it all up inside.

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