Why did you have to go?

I can't see you anymore

Your not there

I wish I could talk to you

Show you I care



I know I'll never forget you

I'll still hold you dear



I walk in your footsteps

I try to be as just and fair



My life has shifted recently

But I still try to make you proud

I was so chuffed when you complimented me

I try so hard to maintain it



I know you probably look down and wonder

what the hell am I doing with my life?

I wish things were easier

I wish I knew the way



I'm really sorry that near the end I pulled away

I'm sorry I never told what I kept meaning to say



But thank you

Thank you a thousand times over.

Your one of the reasons I am who I am today.



I guess it matters not how loud I shout

But thank you, You were so awesome

In fact you still are.



I never took the time to say thanks when you were here

too busy trying to cusion the blow

I was young then

but i am wise now



If i had my time again

I would have told you



Your so far away now, not by my side

Your no longer here, like you once were.

I miss you



Thanks for being you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Death is kinda permenant, isnt it?!

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