why do i have to be my saboteur?
why can't i be my closest confidant?
when i explain so clearly what i need to do
i just end up doing whatever the fuck i want
i'll always be my enemy
why have i decided to make myself so divided?
i can see i'm no longer my friend
what kind of friend would let me do the things i do?
a true friend would not enable, he would help me see things through
that's why i'll always be my enemy
i'll always be my enemy
i'll always be my enemy
i wish i had more patience and my willpower was strong
enough to listen to my sob stories that are already too long
i can lead myself to water and i can always make me drink
i put stickers on my mirror so when i use my bathroom sink
i can still see my face but i can't look into my eyes
because i've never been a fan of long goodbyes
that's why i'll always be my enemy
i'll always be my enemy
i'll always be my enemy